My friend at
Cinquainternet told me she was beating me at blogging.
So I says to myself, I says, are you gonna let someone with a name like that tell you she beats you at blogging?
After long long
long
elaborate
and mostly long thinkingsessions I decided that, no. No I would not.
And here we are.
Now I do realise I've been quite inactive here.
This is because I have been working on my thesis. Which is now nearly entirely finished! I'd put it online here for you guys to read it but it's in dutch so most of my non-belgian readers would think I just smashed the keyboard with my clenched fist for 49 pages. And we can't have that, now can we?
I have been gathering bloggingsubjects though in the past days.
One of these is..
Spiders!

Yes, spiders. They freak me out tremendously. Even though the ones in Belgium arn't quite as big as the ones in Australia, I still fear them greatly. I don't even know why. I'm not gonna start screaming like a girl (I bet you're sorry to hear thàt huh), I just tend to freeze up and need to have a distance away from them. Plus I need to know where they are at all times as soon as I spot one.
They have a name for that type of fear (when it's severe enough at least, which it really is for me):

Only in my case it isn't a crappy movie. It's real!
It's ironic really. I mean I'm tall as hell and they're quite tiny. Comparatively speaking that is. Because they're never tiny enough as far as I'm concerned.
Well, actually, I'm cool when they're tiny; I even let them walk on my hands and play with them. But when they start to hit the 1cm mark they start to freak me out for some reason.
On the other hand, I am fascinated by them, I really am. In fact, I've been desperatly trying to get over my fear by not killing spiders anymore, catching them and putting them outside whenever I can.. which I've heard is actually just like killing them because apparantly they can't survive outside. So I just released them as far away from my room as possible.
I had even thought I had won the battle as of late.
But that was before I went to the bathroom and saw one scurrying around in front of me though.
Worst. potty break.
ever.
Any other people out there with a fear of spiders? Or any ideas for coping with it?
A friend of mine suggested this thing:

Ideas?
Comments?
Gifts?